If I have been reluctant to give up on winter, so too has the winter been somewhat reluctant to give way to spring. Yesterday was the first official day of spring, yet it came on the heels of a winter storm, and morning temperatures that were still in the minus 20's. On my weekly shopping trip, everyone was commenting on last year's spring, that saw the temperatures fly into the high 20's - that's PLUS high 20's. This year is quite different.
I feel like I don't quite know this spring. I am eager to see the changes that will come, but don't quite know what is coming. Back at the dome I knew where to look for the earliest shoots, which areas would flood, and which areas would dry the quickest. Where to walk to hear the sounds of the first returning red wing blackbirds, and where the early robins would most likely be. We knew where the red tail hawk was nesting, and where the raven's would be gathering sticks for their new nest.
When I was outside of the post office this week, I was excited to hear my first sounds of red wing blackbirds in the fields below, and I heard them again on the other side of the river later in the week. Some geese have been flying high overhead as well. Slowly this new spring will reveal itself to me. We had a brief thaw that already showed us where to expect some muddy navigation with our truck. We were pleased though to see that the new road appears to be dry and draining well.
There is a sweet spot along the river, sheltered from the wind by the trees, and in the early afternoon if the sun is shining I can sit, cozy and warm and listen to the river. As the river opens up, it slaps against the ice at the shore, and sounds like drums. I could sit and listen all afternoon, but as the sun slowly changes position in the sky, it gets chilly.
This is where I sit, perched on some logs. Maybe this summer we can get some kind of a bench or seat built there.
Although this is a nice spot too....
This week as I came back into the cabin I happened to look up the roof line and saw all sorts of colours in the clouds above. I will guess it was a sundog, as the sun was hidden behind the peak of the roof. It only lasted a few seconds, and it was gone before I could go find Rob so he could see it, but I did manage to get a quick photo.
As the snow around the cabin slowly sinks lower, we notice there are a lot more animal tracks around. One afternoon I caught sight of something out the window - possibly the mink, and went out to find an incredible line of tracks that ran around the base of the trees and all along the river's edge. There are wild turkey tracks along the shoreline, and sometimes it looks like we are living along a rabbit highway. I finally caught a glimpse of one of the snowshoe hares, still cleverly disguised in it's coat of white, but getting a clear photo of it before it hopped away was impossible.
This afternoon I was puzzled by some new shoreline tracks, but as I followed them along, I discovered they belonged to the two Canada geese standing at the edge of the ice.
They didn't allow me to get very close before they flew away further up river. I was glad I followed them though, as I also spotted a duck further up, and when I came home to try to identify it, discovered I had seen my first male breeding common merganser. I hope I see him again, and get a photo!
We have been teased with a few warms days, but mostly this March, we've had cloudy and snowy days, and our brief glimpses of bare earth have been quickly covered by snow again. We have however, had a few snow squalls when the skies are blue and the sun is shining. I've heard of sun showers when the rain falls on a sunny day, so not sure what to call this - maybe sun flakes?
While I am out looking for signs of spring, Rob continues to work upstairs on the house plans. As well, the off grid/on grid discussion continues. I think we would both really like to be off grid, but we have to be realistic about the up front cost. If we were just a tad bit younger, say, in our twenties, (o.k. maybe 40's ....) then going off grid would be a good choice, as over the long term, it would be cheaper. The estimated costs for going solar not only include the Solar Photovoltaic Panels, batteries, inverters, charge controllers, and wiring etc., but we have to look at the costs of some of the things we would have to buy to make proper use of the system. We would likely need a propane system, propane stove, propane dryer, and possibly a DC fridge and or freezer. We would also need a different method than an electric hot water tank to heat our hot water.
We are getting estimates on running hydro poles and lines this week, and that may make this decision a bit easier. It's hard to make a decision when we don't know all the costs.
Rob has been busy redoing the house design this week after deciding that some of the timbers needed more width. He's been working on our bathroom design, and the kitchen design as well. I keep hoping he will have time to post details on the blog, but I can fill in with some of the basic details in the meantime. We decided our living areas should be all on the main floor (again with that age thing...we apparently aren't getting any younger, and we need to plan for not being able to always climb stairs) With that in mind, the living room, dining room, kitchen, guest room, guest bathroom, our bedroom and bathroom are all on the main floor along with - yes - my mudroom !! We did go with a small second floor area that will provide some storage, and hopefully, despite our declining (or is that accelerating) age, we will be able to use that upstairs space for some time to come. It sounds like a lot of space, but the square footage is still less than 1400 square feet. He has also been working on the screened in porch plans, and of course the placement of the adjacent workshop. And researching, researching, researching.....Plumbing, wiring, concrete finishes... There's a lot to think about!
There is also the matter of interior decorating. When my super sis commented lately on one of my outdoor photos and asked whether I shot it in black and white, (I hadn't!) we realized that we do live in a beautiful, but somewhat colourless world this time of year.
Rob and I both love warm and vibrant colours, so will have to work some into the new house for sure.
The sun, when it shines, does make a difference this time of year, bringing warmth, light and colour back into our world. It comes in through the windows differently, casts different shadows on the walls, and definitely perks us up when we are outdoors. One day last week we watched two ravens playing in the sunshine, under glorious blue skies and white clouds, talking all the time. It was lovely to watch them.
I came home and threw a load of washing out on the line. They didn't dry completely, but I thought it was lovely to be able to hang them out, and it was a good reminder of the warmer and sunnier days to come. And with the snow on the ground, I could reach the entire line with no problem!
It's perhaps a little early to think about spring, but with the sun now rising just before 7 a.m. and setting shortly after 5:45 p.m., our day light hours are slowly getting longer. In the evenings, because of the snow on the ground, it is still quite light outside even after sunset. We are often out playing with Jet, or getting our last walk in for the day long after 6 p.m. When the moon is out, we can stay outside even longer!
We've been getting up a touch earlier now as well, so that Rob can get a bit more time during the day to work on house plans. We were both feeling that our days were a bit too fragmented by our other daily activities. The earlier start seems to be working well for us both.
The house plans are going well, and Rob has spent so much time on the design that he can imagine himself in every room now. But I think we both get somewhat overwhelmed by the huge number of choices that need to be investigated. Rob has spent a lot of time researching off-grid options, and the amount of information out there can be pretty daunting at times. We need to think about things like back up systems in case one system fails, and whether what we are installing will be easy to use now, as well as in the years to come. Every choice we make seems to affect another option. If we go off grid, then the best choice is a propane stove in the kitchen, so we then need to research which kind we should get, and where to purchase propane and propane tanks. The same decisions go for other appliances, like the clothes dryer. Front load washers are more efficient than top load, but which kind is the best? Do we need a gas generator or a propane one? Can we really go solar, or will we find there are too many trees blocking the sun? Should we install a wood stove, what kind, and where should it go? Will we use hydronic heating in the floor? Should we then leave the floor as concrete, or put tiles or something else on top? And how do we balance our desire to leave a smaller ecological footprint, with the budget that we realistically have?
Rob has programs that help calculate the possible sun power we can expect in this climate. He has formulas for the size of windows, and which side of the house they should be on. But he is also trying to consider the design and our future living space. There will be a beautiful view out the west window towards the river, but he has to weigh in on the advice that a west window will allow too much sun in during the summer. The north view looks over a pretty clearing, but north windows allow too much heat out during the winter. Somewhere, he has to find a balance.
Almost daily this week we have stood among the trees trying to imagine the house there. Neither of us wants to remove any more trees than we have too. The spruce bud worm decimated our spruce trees, and we will have to take all the dead spruce down in the area, as they are slowly snapping off one by one. There are a lot of dead spruce on the house site, so that will create quite a bit of open space where we need it. Still, it's hard to imagine the house, when we are standing in amongst the snow and trees. As soon as the snow level is down a bit, we will go out and mark off the site. This is roughly looking east from where the house will be located.
And of course there is still the option of being on grid. So we need to calculate the pros and cons, and that includes the costs. We already have hydro running to the cabin, so we could tap into that line and extend it over. But that means we would have to take down yet more trees, so we need to figure out what is the best route possible. Rob did a budget and estimate before we began all this, but now we need to get some detailed information, and start making our choices.
When we think that we can't possibly discuss the new house anymore, we switch gears to thinking about "easier" things - like paint colours, or choice of tiles. Bathroom layouts, or kitchen ideas. When that seems to be too much - we simply go for a walk. It always seems to settle us down.
While Rob is busy upstairs working diligently on the house design, and all the possible combinations and permutations, he still gets pulled aside for the never ending business paperwork that continues to haunt him. This week it's T-4's, tax filing, and today a bill for a long forgotten phone line!
I continue to try to structure some time into my days to pursue some of the things I've wanted to do over the winter months. It's hard to believe that we closed the company down almost 10 months ago now. I had imagined that I would be back doing some clothes embellishing long before now, but I guess I've been busy with other things. Like learning to make bread! Sorry - I can't resist posing more photos - this was my latest attempt at a rye bread. It was delicious but a tad light for me, I would prefer something a bit denser.
This was a rosemary raisin bread that was fabulous, well at least one loaf was. The recipe made two loaves, and the second one had a pocket of sweet yeasty something that wasn't so good. I am not sure if I didn't bake it long enough, or this portion wasn't mixed properly. Still, the rest of it was fine, so not a big deal. This week I hope to try a recipe for an olive bread.
As for clothes embellishing - well I had convinced myself that there was simply not enough space here to work on my clothing projects . But I was inspired recently by some photos our friend Ross had posted. He seems to be able to set up his paints no matter where he is, whether on a dock, or on a beach, and he produces unbelievably beautiful artwork. So, I dragged out my boxes of brushes and paints and stamps and the second hand tshirts I had purchased last spring, and got to work, in the dining room. It felt really good to be back at it, and it just showed that I really don't need much space to do it. I'm looking forward to doing some more.
I am also determined to learn more about my new camera, and photography in general, so on Mondays I try to set aside time to read a small section of my camera manual, clean up my photos, and learn at least one new tool in Photoshop. I also try to go out everyday with my camera, and I always start by walking along the river's edge. When I spotted some unusual tracks and markings in the snow on the river's edge, I thought it might be the mink I had seen in the fall. But Rob and I were out one day and saw what we thought was a river otter further up the river. Sure enough, later on in the week, the otter was at the bend in the river, near to where I was walking and I managed to get a shot. I had to blow up my photo quite a bit, as the otter was pretty far away still, but I was so excited to have a chance to watch it that I didn't mind that I wasn't able to get a clear shot.
Earlier this week I sat at the river's edge and listened to the sounds of the ice breaking up. Where I sat, the shoreline was exposed right down to the bare earth, and the sun was lovely and warm. It was the first time in months that I was out without my hat, scarf, mitts and winter coat!
There are stretches of open water along the river, followed by iced over sections. I watched as the ice would break up with a rushing sound, flow along the open water, and then disappear into a whirling hole under the frozen sections of the river. Then I could hear the sound of the broken pieces travelling along under the ice. It sounded like thunder in the river and was amazing to listen to.
Thoughts of spring soon changed though with the arrival of a winter storm, and about 25 cms of heavy wet snow. We woke up to the gorgeous sight of snow covered trees this week and everyone was eager to get out for a good walk and some play time. O.k. - actually only Jet was eager. We had plowed and shovelled enough the day before that we were happy to at least have another cup of coffee before we went out. But it was stunningly beautiful.
When I commented this week at the store check out that it had been a pretty easy winter so far, the sales people looked at me like I was insane. They all replied that they felt that this was a bad winter, and one person said it was the worst he's experienced in the 3 years he's been here. Our neighbour had said it was the worst December he'd seen in 8 years. I guess maybe I was expecting worse, or maybe it just seemed easier as we didn't have to commute on snowy roads every day. Maybe we just like winter a lot. Even on the snowiest days we are outside with Jet 3 or 4 times a day, and we dress in lots of layers so that we stay warm and dry.
Which is probably a good thing, as some days we have to stand around in the cold for a long time waiting for him to give up his toys! At the end of play time, it's a race to see if he can gather up all his "wubbas" (toys) and then he doesn't want to give them back as it means his play time is over.
As we head into March, I am a little bit reluctant to give up on winter. I have loved the crisp air, the crunch of the snow, and the pristine white that coats the trees around us. I've enjoyed looking for tracks, and watching the changes in the ice along the river. I have spent lots of time sitting at my PC with the warmth of the woodstove at my back, and the view of the wintery forest out the windows. Every evening we sit in front of the woodstove and reflect on the day, and take time to read and relax. Spring will bring new joys I know, but it will also bring some busier times as we begin to build. And I can't help but think that next winter we will be busier, both with the new house, and the possibility that I will have found employment somewhere. So I can't help but want this magical time to linger on just a little bit longer....
